spring and it already more sudden change, i can't deal anymore....FUCK!
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whoa! its been awhile.....i have a lot to say, but right now i haven't the time....i'll update later, hopefully my computer won't be a bitch!
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only half is true

You are the Spirit of Anger. You are every inch the
bad girl. Something happened to make you so
angry and you need to channel it out, if anyone
gets in your way, they're in for a big shock.
Friends are not essential for you, you don't
care whether they're there or not. But if you
do have friends they will be the most loyal for
it takes a lot to become your friend. You
attract people to you, so a partner is no
trouble but if they can't handle you then
they're out the window.

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    The Craft soundtrack


Letters To Cleo
~Dangerous Type

Can I touch you, are you out of touch
I guess I never noticed that much
Geranium lover, I'm live on your wire
Come and take me whoever you are
She's a lot like you
The dangerous type
She's a liot like you
Come on and hold me tight
Inside angel, always upset
Keep on forgetting that we ever met
Can I bring you out in the light
My curiosity's got me tonight
She's a lot like you
The dangerous type
She's a liot like you
Come on and hold me tight
The museum directors with their high shaking heads
They kick white shadows until they play dead
They want to crack your crosswoird smile
Can I take you out for awhile
She's a lot like you
The dangerous type
She's a liot like you
Come on and hold me tight
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    The Craft soundtrack


tired as fuck...imma gonna go to bed...over all...this was a long fucking day, and im kinda glad its over...i still want to see that movie Cursed though. i will see this one in the theater...i haven't gone to the movies since the summer...i wanna go...but anyways...i got work in the morning and i kinda want to read before goodnight.
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stole from alyson

x. name = Angel
x. birthday = 4/20/85
x. piercings =5
x. tattoos = 0
x. height = 5'5"
x. shoe size = 8 1/2
x. hair color = burgundy, red and virgin rose streaks
x. hair length = layered..almost down to my butt
x. siblings = 2
x. pets = Nik-Kee (akita)

x. movie you rented = i don't rent movies so i don't really remember
x. movie you bought = To Wong Foo
x. song you listened to = how many licks/ lil kim
x. song that was stuck in your head = i forget
x. song you've downloaded = how many licks/ lil kim
x. cd you bought = My Ruin
x. cd you listened to = Stabbing Westward/ darkest days
x. person you called = megan
x. person that has called you = my dad
x. tv show you've watched = vh1 music videos
x. person you were thinking of = megan

x. you have a bf or gf = i don't fucking know
x. you have a crush on someone = yeah
x. you wish you could live somewhere else = always
x. you think about suicide = i have...not in a while though
x. you believe in online dating = No
x. others find you attractive = i guess, so i've been told
x. you want more piercings = yeah
x. you want more tattoos = im thinking about one
x. you do drugs = tried them
x. you smoke = when i get pissed
x. you like cleaning = im a cleaning freak latly
x. you like roller coasters = love em
x. you write in cursive or print = print/ cursive in my journal
x. you carry a donor card = no

for or against
x. long distance relationships = i donno
x. using someone = hmm...against (the feeling sux!)
x. suicide = even though i thought about it...i still say against
x. killing people = i donno
x. teenage smoking = i donno
x. doing drugs =i donno
x. driving drunk = Against
x. soap operas = Against

x. food = latley strawberry ice-cream and
x. song = gwt your gun/ Marilyn Manson
x. thing to do = chill with my girly
x. thing to talk about = how to kill a male
x. sports = always will be soccor
x. clothes = my big black pants from hot topic...there so fucking comfortable
x. movies = Ginger Snaps
x. band = Marilyn Manson ALWAYS
x. holiday = well right now im looking forward to Easter..i want the spring!

have you...
x. ever cried over a guy = Yes
x. ever lied to someone = Yes
x. ever been in a fist fight = Yes
x. ever been arrested = i donno megan? have we?

x. shampoo do you use = TRESemme
x. shoes do you wear = plain cheep sneakers cuz there all comfy!
x. are you scared of = angry megan

x. of times I have been in love? = Once...or maybe twice
x. of times I have had my heart broken? = always
x. of hearts I have broken? = 3
x. of continents I have lived in? = 1
x. of drugs taken illegally? = 2?
x. of people I would classify as true, could trust with my life type friends? = 4 (2 are family)
x. of people I consider my enemies? = heh..megan has rubbed off quite a bit on me...i don't trust as many anymore.
x. of cd's that I own? = a lot (thanks to my dad)
x. of times my name has appeared in the newspaper? = 8
x. of scars on my body? = a bit
x. of things in my past that I regret? = A few
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Artist: Sarah McLachlan Lyrics
Song: Stupid Lyrics

Night lift up the shades
let in the brilliant light of morning
but steady there now
for I am weak and starving for mercy
sleep has left me alone
to carry the weight of unravelling where we went wrong
it's all I can do to hang on
to keep me from falling
into old familiar shoes


how stupid could I be
a simpleton could see
that you're no good for me
but you're the only one I see

love has made me a fool
it set me on fire and watched as I floundered
unable to speak
except to cry out and wait for your answer
but you come around in your time
speaking of fabulous places
create an oasis
dries up as soon as you're gone
you leave me here burning
in this desert without you


everything changes
everything falls apart
can't stop to feel myself losing control
but deep in my senses I know

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Valentine's Day

MARILYN MANSON - Valentine's Day Lyrics

She was the color of TV
her mouth curled under like a metal snake
although Holy Wood was sad
they'd remember this as Valentine's day

flies are waiting

In the Shadow of the Valley of Death
In the Shadow of the Valley of Death

slit our wrists and send us to heaven
the first flower after the flood

I saw that pregnant girl today
she didn't know that it was dead inside
even though it was alive
some of us are really born to die

flies are waiting

In the Shadow of the Valley of Death
In the Shadow of the Valley of Death

slit our wrists and send us to heaven
the first flower after the flood

In the Shadow of the Valley of Death
In the Shadow of the Valley of Death
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