November 19th, 2003

journal

im sorry

ok to start i guess i can thank a friend for letting me have a live journal...
and to start i want to say sorry to that friend. ill admit i haven't been the best possible person to deal with. And im extreammly sorry. you see, her journal woke me up. And now i can say that i guess it is true when people say i can be a selfish little bitch. cause i really can be. lately all i have been doing is thinking of myself. when i should consider my best friends feelings. i said somethings i shouldn't have. your right, your allowed to have a bad day. i understand why you don't want to talk to me and i'm sorry...i wish you will forgive me...yea i was childish the other day...i'm sorry for that too. i was jealous...hun i want you to be happy...i really do...just please talk to me...please don't be mad at me and please don't hate me...i don't know what i would do if i didn't have you...im sorry...im sorry...im sorry...
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